Dumb Asses

SO trying to communicate…

I tried to communicate to my boyfriend like “ hey why is it that any time we talk, that i must initiate everything?”

He’s all “ well i dont like talking on the phone”

..did i mention that his out of town hanging with a friend in a diffferent state? It not like I’m all “ hey don’t have fun” or “you cant enjoy your self”

All I’m saying is… “communicate with me, show me that you do miss me” like what the FUCK is that so hard? And I’m not mad either. I just think he should trying giving me a call once in a while and not be a dick.

Is that so wrong to want from a boyfriend i’ve been with for so many yearsS?

Anyways, so we’re talking, or i guess i was talking for him and all he was doing was Smoking a bowl and calling it “don’t attack me”.

I’m not a bitch, and definitely dont want to be ones of those “stupid annoying prissy girlfriends” that all “give me attention constantly” from their boyfriends 24/7. But seriously dude, some effort would fucking help your girlfriend have some piece of mind that you’re thinking of her.

SO yea fuck dude, show me you care as much as i do.

That call ended “ well i guess I’m annoying you, so i’ll let you go”

There was no “ I love you” or “ i miss you” or can’t wait to see you”

Like fuck, a girl just wants some fucking attention, like is that so fucking hard to understand.

I love the guy but come on, grow up.

In the end “ all he said was that i need a hobby, bye”

DAMN.. well shit dude, you really don’t know me then…

I hope ONE FUCKING DAY he understands that what i need is for everything to NOT be so ONE FUCKING SIDED.

Well enough, i won’t call and if he gets back in town he’ll have to call me if he wants me. Fuck.

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